I Felt So BAD

I felt so bad for not saving up money doing check-up at government clinics while pregnant with bunny dear.

I felt so bad for not able to deliver bunny dear naturally.

I felt so bad that bunny dear is born with severe jaundice.

I felt so bad that i only managed to direct feed bunny dear during the first 2 days of hospital stay and yet so many people can do it for years.

I felt so bad that my breast milk supply had once again failed me and i am not able to fully breast feed bunny dear.

I felt so bad that i choose to had a few extra hours of sleep in the middle of the night instead of waking up, pumping to increase my breast milk supply.

I felt so bad that i once again didn't managed to convert to cloth diapers/CD and have to pollute the environment even more.

I felt so bad that i only managed to supply breast milk for merely 40 days.

I felt so bad seeing bunny dear vomiting milk after each feed.

I felt so bad that bunny dear is a fussy baby. Do i passed it to him when he is inside me?

I felt so bad for not taking good care of bunny dear and makes him suffers from stuffy nose.

I am such a bad mummy.